Today started out in a bit of a low. Was lonely and feel forgotten and unneeded. Silly I know but it is true how I felt. I think the isolation and separation from everyone gets to me a bit. Also lefthand was still being ban anarchist. Going against the system (nervous) and doing its own thing.
Day improved… they reduced my muscle relaxer from 10-10-20 to 10-10. So might stay a bit more awake. Blood sugars have been all over 125, 167, 76. 168. So its been no insulin, insulin, no insulin, insulin. This is additional to my amaryl and daily 40 unit lantus slow release.
Kids and Ron came today. I did 1 lap around the floor and did as today’s PT therapist said; use my woman parts when I walk. In other word wiggle that left hip.
We played Sorry. Ron won, Princess pouted, and Brandon did not cheat. We did a puzzle. Ron and Princess event to store and Brandon and I watched mindless television. We ate dinner in cafeteria and both kids cleaned their plates.
Ron helped me get into my PJs and under the threat of an enema my bowels finally woke up and responded. We then watched American funniest home videos. Nurse David came in with the shift change and commented how the kids looked like me. Told him thank you and chuckled when he left.
Everyone has gone home. Have church here tomorrow. Then tomorrow have a day pass. Taking kids to movie and maybe get nails trimmed. Sweet dreams and blessings to you all.