Dearest gracious Father,
You are the creator and sustainer of life. You are there through the times of joy, times of sorrow, through our triumphs and disappointments. Today Abba was one of those days great joy filled with concern. A day of joy, disappointment, a day of family, a day of church families also a day of apologies.
I am my own worse critic and I am wrestling with myself of not being all I should think I should be. I made several calls tonight to talk to congregation members and apologize for my shortcomings as of late. They were very gracious to me. Not sure if I deserved it. But it is a blessing.
I thank you for your love and forgiveness. I thank you for your grave and your infinite understanding. I love you Lord, I am glad you are my Abba and you love me, the good me, the confused me, the angry me, the me that laughs and cries. Thank you thank you. Amen. Your child.